Monday, March 19, 2007
sometimes, there's no point worrying & caring for the one you love.
They take your words as Nothing, they do not know that you care.
They think it's never important at all.
tell me lah.
in the first place, why should i even care so much when it means nothing at all?
Why should i persuade you to the doctor at first?
i begged like fuck ,hoping you would get better if you consult a doctor.
Oh yes, at last you took my advice & went to the clinic.
this happened only when i said i'll stop caring if you go against me.
so what ?
how about now ? What you told me over the phone ?
you want to work tmr ?
your so-called boss have shits stucked in the eyes or he's being F UP ?!
can't he see for himself that YOU'RE FEELING SO SICK and unable to work ?
what the fuck ?
Yeah i promised you this evening that i'll meet you after school tomorrow.
Coz' i thought i'd prefer you to stay home & rest ,
then maybe i can dropby to find you.
but if you think that you are damn fit for work tomorrow,
then i don't see there's any need to meet you anymore.
Since my school's ending at 4pm, i'll go back home for a rest instead.
My care&concern means nothing, why should i ?
Whatever you're doing, it's just a disappointment lor.
You're so damn sick today, i can't imagine what you've told me this afternoon.
you said you're strong ?
then why did you still complain to me you're feeling unwell again @ work ?
This is crap, bullshit.
after work you're supposed to return home.
but you called and ask if i'll allow you to go go town for billiard ?
you're asking me the obvious.
definitely i'll say No.
why did you still ask me?
you know very well i care and worry for you ALOT.
i really don't know why you don't know how to spare a thought for me.
and yourself as well...
if let's say.. to you, my words are hurtful ?
how about my feelings ?
have you ever thought of it ?
how would i feel when i expect my bf to have a good rest instead of hanging out all day long...?
but he totally treat it as nothing ?
all your doings make me feel like giving up.
why did you make me feel that you no longer deserves my care anymore?!
I AM SO SAD....Do whatever you want, as you like.
because of the people you're mixing with, i hate the way you do things NOW.
It has come to an end.
8:32 AM,♥
: March 21, 2007 at 7:44 AM
